Studying people.
I love it, I can't get enough, I can't stop. There's always been something about the complexity of a human being that perplexes me. How can billions of people be so different??? God truly did invent a masterpiece when he created the human mind. No two people are exactly alike. This means that whoever I choose to evaluate, they act differently than anyone I've seen before. As time goes on I can pick out patterns and predict ways people will act to an extent, but to predict someones actions exactly is impossible. To be more precise reading emotions is what I'm best at. Facial expressions, body language, the way people respond to stimuli, that's what I'm best at. Imagine looking at someones face and being able to read it like a book, with every word they speak it's like reading another page of their life. I know, it's very prideful to say so, but I've always known it's my gift from God. The interpretation of spirits is one of the gifts of The Holy Spirit, it's Biblical, people can do it. I know I can do it and I can do it well (not through any skill of my own though, as stated before, it's a gift from God. Nothing I do specifically makes me better or worse at it. My skills are at the discretion of His will). Anywho, to my point. So I study people and I love it. Human interactions are so fascinating!!! Even as I'm typing this I don't think I'm capable of seriously explaining why I love it so much. There's just so much complexity and diversity to be seen in life, relationships in particular. People become who they really are when in a relationship. They shed all fears and show who they really are. My younger brother was recently in a relationship that ended extremely abruptly because the girl had no idea how he really was. Once she saw what he was really like her feelings changed.
I think I'm rambling rather than giving a strong central point. (Give me a break, it's midnight and this cheesecake and Mountain Dew is all that's keeping me up)
I find some people more interesting than others, and it's complicated to explain. There's no centralized reason why I prefer hearing about them over other people, I just find their life more interesting. I think it might have something to do with the fact that some people that I find extremely interesting, I'm not satisfied until I know everything about them. All the tiny little facts about their life and how they became the person they are today I want to know in and out. Some call that obsession, I like to think it shows that I care :p
Okay, my mind can't concentrate, I need to stop this before I start confusing myself.
